"I had a terrible temper, after all, and though it rarely erupted, when it did it frightened meand anyone near its epi-center. It was the only crack, but a disturbing one, in the otherwise vacuum-sealed casing of my behaviour. God only knew what ran underneath the fierce self-discipline and emotional control that had come with … Continue reading Summer Reading: An Unquiet Mind
I run and I sweat, And I never regret, That I put my shoes on, And once again won. Against my mind, While I work on my behind, Fitness fight the thoughts so cruel, They don't teach you that in school. -Pius the Genius Poem Writer- The last month or so, I've started running regularity. … Continue reading Run to the hills. Run for your life!
For a dog? or a cat? Doesn't matter where you're at. I need them, They need me, So why shouldn't we be? (Together) - genius poem writer - I am an animal lover, and the thing I miss the most about home is having dogs and other animals around me. Honestly, I'm pretty sure my … Continue reading Foster Pa(w)rent?
Today I looked at an apartment in LA. I'm trying to find a central one, close to the metro and busses, since I don't own a car. I'm also terrified of this part of LA! I don't know if I should move further west or north, to a safer place and spend more money and … Continue reading Lost Angeles: Searching for a New Hope.. I mean home*
I follow a lot of "motivational" and "think positive" accounts on Instagram and Twitter, mostly they help and say good stuff, but some times they come up with things that just makes me feel bad about my situation. The worse one is this: Happiness is a Choice. Why? Well, because I didn't exactly choose to … Continue reading I Choose to be Happy?
"Telephone phobia (telephonophobia, telephobia, phone phobia) is reluctance or fear of making or taking phone calls, literally, "fear of telephones". It is considered to be a type of social phobia or social anxiety." - wikipedia Friday July 7th Today was my last therapy session. Am I allowed to say I am terrified? Cause I am … Continue reading Telephobia: But you HAVE to call!